I can't explain how difficult it is for me these days.

Usually my blog is a place like home, where I can tell you, whoever you are, whether readers or my diary or myself, 

what I'm going through and record how what my body or mind or soul is experiencing.

Now it's all canned laughter and

I'm afraid to show my new blog I'm unhappy. 

There's been so much, and I've recorded so little. 

Last night while procrastinating writing an essay on my values

(could there be a more broad essay prompt, by the way?)

I re-discovered my love for wasting time on fashion blogs.

 ohm. em. gee. 

Shoes, cardigan, sunglasses from gargoyle.

I wish I was rich.

I've been craving this song so much that I need easier access to it!

I hope you all are doing quite well- I'm having the time of my life, but it's been surprisingly bittersweet.

You know Truchi, my gorgeous boyfriend?

He's not my boyfriend anymore, and that was a bit of a shock- especially since I was the one that broke things off. I'm trying not to dwell on things but it's hard to try not to be sad. 

On a better note, I've never had so many friends who I love. You can check up on my adventures at 

stephens.edu/rudi

There are a few pretty funny stories there. And pictures galore! 

I love you all. I've missed you!

Hello my beloved bloggers!

I have good news and bad news. 

1) I'm officially moved in at Stephens College!! I completely love it here- the school is so wonderful I can't even talk enough about it.

2) My school blog is up and running! Check it out here!!

Now the bad news. That other blog is up an running, but I am also up and running at nearly the same speed. Of course, things are just beginning and orientation activities are consuming my life, so it may just be that I need to get accustomed to college life and then make time to play internet. However, I am once again forced to offer up a disclaimer to all of you that I might me missing in action for a while. BUT I will be posting regularly (twice a week if not more) on the Stephens blog- so if it's me you all are craving for that's where I'll be!

Thank you so much for being patient, 

but more importantly thank you so much for your support and readership in the first place. I love blogging because I have a place to put all my discoveries, but it was so lonely around here without you. 

Keep in touch,